Wednesday, January 14, 2015

531 days

Your new reply which make me even more unbelievable ..
your cruel reply saying that you aren't love me enough make my heart broken.
You said you have changed and you said you prefer to leave me and live alone. you prefer to stay alone rather than with me. you said you are bad, you said you are selfish, you said you wont lie on our relationship, you said we were at the wrong timing. you said again w would be strong and independent if without you. you said i could live better without you. All is just about you.

You said its good ending, you said its unfair but i don't feel that's  good ending and i don't think your decision now is fair for me .
you said you would be there to help me in a best friend way. I don't need it, and i don't want it. All I want is just you as my love one, not my love best friend.


” Sorry. I'm really very busy recently. I didn't play Facebook and etc. I love being to study now and to be success. I had been flying and out for almost 8am till 10pm. I'll talk to you when I'm free ok. You're not pulling me. And I did love you. You're the good one for real. I didn't simply say it. I seek for better advice, I think myself for a long time. I made such huge decision. First thing always remember, I didn't hate you. You're always the good one. Just maybe wrong timing. You could live better without me. I know you're a strong one, but with me, you're not. I would better you be strong and independent. Choose wisely with your own decision. Is for your own good. There are no way to solve, I knew you know me well. When I made decision, that's the answer. I'm always your love one here but in a best friend way. Seek your dream and do what you want. Ok (:   Text me anytime. I'll reply you when I'm free. Take care.”
Sorry. I changed. I felt I will happy more when I'm alone. That's why I said I'm a bad one. I'm selfish. I love u but not good enough to cover everything. Sorry.
I just don't wish to lie on our relationship. You gave out too much and I just couldn't just lying to you
And if this keep on going, by someday we will face the same thing
I wish you could have another choice but unfortunately it's not. I just doesn't love you enough. Sorry. I know you understand what I meant. I know it's hard but we just have to do it. I never lie to you in the relationship and I don't wish this will too. I want to tell you everything. Never lie to you.
This is a good ending. You don't have to be sad or what. As I'm always here to help you as a best friend. I know you're strong.  Let's do it together (:   We will be fine.
I made huge decision and I'll never regret. Thanks for loving me for all the time. I really appreciate that. Alone doesn't mean won't reply message but I just felt better. Sorry. It's hard for me to make this decision but I just don't want to delay it longer. It's not fair. Sorry. One step!


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